emo

sian diaozzz.....

a series of rejection spree has left me feeling down like never before. even worse than last year. cos i reli tried alot harder this year. yet life has its way of giving u that low blow when u least expect it. for all those who are fortunate to experience that before, u know the pain - deep down inside, shouting doesnt help, bending over helps slightly, basically it jus sucks.

having high hopes will only make the fall more painful when u fall. i'm not expecting anything from the other side of the atlantic. no point.

still in a state of shock now. cannot accept the truth. dun disturb me for a week. no clubbing, no guitar hero, no party, no wake boarding, no dinner, no movie wad shit. need to recover. emo heart to heart talk at west coast can, provided u drive.

jus created a emo playlist on my itunes. dunno wad song to put in. other than let it be. which kinda seems surprisingly suitable for me at the moment.

let it be...

And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on until tomorrow,
Let it be......

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